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When will this be over

I’m not that excited to go into work today even though I have five more days left until much needed time off for summer. I feel like I have no patience anymore and I’m just itching to cross that finish line. Work has taken up so much of my time and energy that I’m lucky if I even have time for myself these days.

Changes

My dad worked as the head cook in a restaurant for 25 years. He and a few other employees got laid off during Covid. After the pandemic died down, the owners contacted him and offered him his job back. He turned it down. He’d much rather retired and he’s been enjoying retired midlife ever since. I ate dinner there about only two or three times in my life after he retired. That place sure has changed. Of course, my dad never owned the restaurant. But he truly cared. He was committed and did his best to hold down the fort in the kitchen. The food has changed, but not for the better. Last time I saw the owners, they told me they see their business lingering on another ten more years. Guess we’ll have to wait and see.

The Beatles are overrated

Sure, the Fab Four have some good songs, they’re but honestly, I think they’re overrated. I preferred to listen to some more obscure music groups. Don’t even get me started on this song Yesterday. That song is overplayed. John Lennon hit the nail on the head when he said “I don’t believe in yesterday by the way. I‘m only interested in what I am doing now.”

Out with the old

When I took early childhood education courses back in college, we had one instructor in particular with a very old-school approach. She basically taught poetry and nursery rhymes, which clearly felt redundant. As someone that worked with kids for many years, I can assure you that none of the children in my care were even remotely interested in nursery rhymes, or poetry of any kind. All the kids wanted to do was run around and play paw patrol. Not sure who hired that instructor but she looked like one of those tree hugging hippies from the so-called “summer of love” era. Hey lady! Do preschool children even pay attention to lame poetry or nursery rhymes these days? The sixties are over and you lost, so get with the program.

Really now

Something that really turns me off about the dating apps is when girls say “bonus points if you’re 7 foot one “or “bonus points if you have a dog”. “Bonus points” if you can beat me at Mario Kart? Or “Bonus points” if you have a long beard? Since when did online dating become a quiz show? It makes you sound so superficial because you’re basically making the other person feel like they have to jump through tons of circus hoops to win over your affection. None of that. Just learn to be your natural self if you want to win over a quality person. Being something you’re not is a waste of who you are. Don’t be an idiot. Cut the crap.

Too many inputs

My brain is overfilled. WhatsApp chats fill up with 25-100 msgs in each group chat. Incoming emails, incoming random msgs on Instagram and LinkedIn. Then come the work emails. Did I mention the 24 hour news cycle? I just don’t care anymore, had enough. Need to log off for like a month. Being a part of society is draining to say the least.

Walking around the side streets

I see house after house and redevelopment is for sale... but I don't think I'm touching one of these dumpster fires with a 20-foot pole. Good luck paying off that mortgage or getting renters to do that for you. Things are clearly imploding.

I hate my cheating mother (63)

My mother likes to display this "wholesome and pur image" but in reality she cheats with my dad who work as a overseas worker. My mom likes to frequent a neighbors house that offer "personal in house nail salon" but at a young again I always wonder why there are more men in the room than women. During that time I was six years old, she hated if I followed her to that particular house. When ask about what she's doing she is always angry and avoid any discussions. Back to when I was in six grade, one schoolmate came rushing to my classroom and called me. I came out and was informed that a woman came to mom's classroom and made a scandalous claim that she is the wife of the man my mom is cheating with. Imagine the horror and humiliation I felt during that time. The story didn't end there, now some neighbors wives also confronted my mother. It was so awkward because I know and friends with their kids. Three years after the most awkward, neighborhood cheating confrotation my mother applied to Canada to escape the embarrassment. After three years in Canada she sponsored us her family of five. The first day I saw her I just felt disgusted cause I can tell she is still the same or worst. Fast forward to present day she is now 63 and she still cheats on my dad. Before she would ask the guys to drop her off in front of the house while my dad was away for work. Now she travels with them in a pretense BUT so obvious that is not part of her parttime hourly care giving job. Most of the times, I really want to kick her out of my house. But I just leave all to God or karma to punish her sins. Mind you she is active church goer which sometimes the place to meet her men. The whole family knows and gave up on her. I feel so bad for my dad seeing my mother openly lying and cheating on him. Next week she will have her on-the-job travel, this time to Winnipeg. I want to sell my place and move somewhere else but I can't abandon my poor dad. God bless us all. I hope divine intervention comes soon.

To the person

That passed judgement someone with schizophrenia and bipolar disorder by saying they didn’t own up to their actions and behaviour. Do your research on bipolar disorder and schizophrenia. Most people with these conditions can’t help it so how can they “own up” to it?

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