Only click the down vote once you have tread the same path in the OP's shoes

you're a terrible girlfriend.

You can't beg someone to open up to you. You can only make it really really easy for them to do so.

Good luck.

I get where you're at. You're amazing. So, start believing that.

Your child, you-and the person who gets to know really YOU all need your self-esteem to take the jump up.

xo, sistah

GO!

it's not natural to be with people who are are as deep as a shot glass.

I have a girlfriend who is my party girl but deep?

I date other women to have conversations with so go with it. Love has no rules.

Don't feel like a terrible mother. You just want a deep relationship and your boyfriend can't give that to you. His loss. Go be with someone who can. Guilt is a useless emotion. Just fix it and move on. Good luck xo